it's jus fucking irritating mayb w/o yr appearance i'll b alright by now jus wtf i feel lyk an idiot rite now i'm getting all frustrated for nth! for sth tt i've decided n i tell u tts tt alrite stop it jus stop wat u r doing it's nv gonna work lets face it b fair to me b fair to yrself i dowan to cheat u anymore i hate tt darn damn feeling lyk doin sth tts not rite but actually im doing it for myself YES im selfish so wat? tts me alrite anw who's not selfish in this world? i hate to b controlled lyk a puppet i want to b myself i want to b myself n no 1 not even my mum will stop me from doing the tings i like I WANT TO LIVE FOR ME MYSELF N I. not for u anymore i'm tired jus gimme a break it's not easy keeping cool when i'm insulted or scolded or wot n do u know how frequent is tt to me? at least lately? i'm telling u i have enough of it it's jus my limits ok? an extra chance wun mean anyth to me at this point in time wake up! FUCK i hate to lose my temper but im reli jus bloody frustrated at this time ok. i'm a darn nobody dun treat me lyk yr princess anymore i'm not. anymore.
